reading Boethius for the first time

  1. Okay, Boethius. This is all very well. Often, our suffering is irrational, and we need to be argued out of it. You’d feel at home reading textbooks of cognitive-behavioral therapy — yes, often reframing our suffering through reason can help us cope.
  2. But … come on. When I am in the depths of despair, I don’t want reasoned argument. I admit I’ve never mouldered in prison awaiting execution, but when I’m at my lowest, I certainly don’t think I want Philosophy! Do I really need to be lectured about the fleetingness of worldly pleasures when I’m grieving them?
  3. What I want isn’t argument but companionship — a friend to sit by me, to listen to my complaints, to take away my loneliness. I want a friendly embrace, music to lift me outside of myself, someone to come down into the prison cell with me — 
  4. And… oh… right.

Maybe Boethius and I want the same thing.

  1. It turns out that I do want Wisdom. But what I want is for Wisdom to be a person, someone who governed the world from the beginning. I want Wisdom to speak to me, knowing who I am, knowing what I lost and what I’m looking for.
  2. I want Wisdom to have a body.
  3. I want Wisdom to gloriously descend and gloriously rise.
  4. And I want Wisdom to reach into my prison cell, take hold of me, and lift me from my grave.
Amy Crouch @amylouise